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As she walked out the door, he told her that he’d be in touch. Just like that! Like they had just gone over paperwork or something! She rode home lost in confusion.

  Once she had showered and made some notes for her book, she fell asleep rather quickly. The last thing she thought about was when she would hear from Nate again and what his next instruction would be.

  PART THREE

  Hadley,

  I would very much like you to me accompany this evening. I am not at liberty to tell you where we will be going, but all will be explained to you upon my arrival at 9 tonight. Don’t worry about how to dress; I am bringing the dress I wish for you to wear.

  Nate

  They had been corresponding daily for over 3 months now and still, each time she got an email from him she felt shivers up and down her spine. In all the time they spent together, she learned a lot about the lifestyle; things she liked and didn’t like.

  On one of their earlier dates they had discussed a safe word. The safe word, which was Eeyore (she loved Eeyore!), was to be used if she felt afraid, uncomfortable or just wanted out of a specific situation.

  She ended up using it only a handful of times and it was usually when she felt insecure either physically or emotionally – most of it was all in her mind. That’s what he kept telling her at least.

  “Hadley, most everything can be overcome by controlling things with your mind. You have to learn to do that if you want this to work out. Try meditation,” he had suggested. And she had tried it and actually felt like it was helping her.

  They had done all sorts of kinky stuff since their relationship began and all of it was gold for her book! She was halfway done with it in fact. Nate’s help had been invaluable to her and she wished she could give him real credit for his help.

  He wouldn’t hear of it though, mainly because he didn’t want his name attached to it. She couldn’t blame him there since he is a privacy junkie. He also said she had thanked him enough in the ways her really appreciated. She laughed to herself thinking about the night he said that to her.

  That night had consisted of lots of waiting and wanting. She learned some excellent lessons about vision and movement. When you take those two things out of the sexual equation, things can get pretty damn intense!

  Being tied up, unable to move was one thing. Having a blindfold but on to take away her vision was another. Nate said that these two things are necessary in the DM world. He said that this is where her meditation would help her.

  She hoped that the meditation would help her though whatever she had awaiting her tonight. After their first meeting they had only seen each other at his home. “Guess I’ll find out what’s up soon enough,” she said to herself and her empty apartment.

  Nate struggled with the decision to bring Hadley to the club. He knew that this was usually the time that would make or break the relationship. At least it’s what he heard. He never tried taking a sub he had trained to this place, not that he was worried about doing so.

  In fact, this wasn’t even his thing really. He was only doing it because he knew it would be valuable for Hadley’s book. She would find a wealth of information.

  However, he had heard some disturbing stories. They were the main reason he never bothered going. If they were true, why would he go and mess up a good thing?

  Basically, this place was a high end swingers club where the DM life took on an existence of its very own. There really were no rules aside from all activities must be 100% consensual. Each person who enters must sign a statement to that fact.

  He had heard of some Doms taking their subs here and finding out that they couldn’t stand to see their partner be with another person. From the experience grew jealous, envy, and worst of all emotions like love.

  Nate wanted no part of any of those things but kept telling himself that there was no cause for concern – at least not on his end. He felt about Hadley like he did about any of his past subs.

  He was concerned about Hadley finding that she had any of those feelings for him. He would be all concerns to rest tonight though. He knew he could handle things from his end. Now he had to put her to the test by seeing how she reacts to him with another woman.

  Since he said that he was bringing her clothes, all she did was put on her makeup, fix her hair and slip on a robe. Right on time Silas was at her front door to escort her to the limo and Nate.

  “Very practical,” he said to her as he nodded his head at her robe.

  “I figured it would be pointless to dress when I had to change when you got here anyway,” she told him. “This just made sense.”

  “Yes, well here is your clothing for the evening,” he said handing her a clothing box.

  She opened it to find a long black evening gown. Long? She was confused which he picked up on right away.

  “You’re probably wondering why it’s long. Well, put in on and you’ll see it is just as risqué as a short dress, just more sophisticated.

  She did as he asked but worried how she would feel about the dress seeing as she wouldn’t be able to stand up to see herself in it. The limo was great and all but she was sure he didn’t have a dressing room stashed in it!

  Even though she couldn’t stand erect, she knew what he meant the minute the material touched her skin. It was softer than anything she had ever touched as far as clothing went.

  It fell over her body like a slinky would fall down stairs. It just felt sexy as hell! She found that she could get good idea about how it looked just from what she could see and feel.

  There were slits on both sides that ran nearly up to the hips. The front was a deep V cut and the back scooped all the way down to the small of her back. Add the fact that it had thin straps holding it up and it was a killer dress!

  “I can hardly wait until I see you standing up in it,” he told her appreciatively.

  “That’s exactly what I was thinking,” she answered as she opened the shoe box he gave her. It contained a stunning pair of 6 inch black sling backs. This man sure did know how to dress a lady, she thought to herself.

  And just when she thought she was ready, he handed her one more box. It was too small for shoes or clothes and she couldn’t imagine what it held. He watched her as she studied it, his eyes filled with something she had never seen in them before. Excitement maybe?

  When she took the top off she was excited too! Laid out neatly inside the box was a flashy diamond choker necklace and matching pair of earring. She looked up at him with wide and happy eyes.

  “I thought you would like them,” he told her with a small smile. “Here, let me help you put the necklace on.”

  “I feel like a princess,” she said, still smiling that big smile. For a minute the thought that he shouldn’t have given her the jewelry crossed his mind but left quickly as he saw how glamorous she looked in it.

  “We’ve arrived,” he said just as she felt the car roll to a stop. She waited for Silas to come open her door, and when she got out she did a spin for Nate to get the full view of her new outfit.

  “It’s perfect,” he said. “I knew it would be. Now, let’s go in. All you need to know about this club is that it is very private and very exclusive. Everything that happens here stays here and all acts are consensual. Upon entrance you will have to sign a contract that states those very things.”

  Now she was as nervous as she was at their first meeting. What the hell went on here that she had to sign a contract to go in?

  Sensing her apprehension he did his best to calm her. “You have no need to be concerned. It’s perfectly safe or I would not have brought us here.”

  He offered her his arm and they went inside to begin their night’s adventure.

  The entrance was unremarkable. It looked like any other office building. At the desk they were ID’ed and had to read and sign the documents necessary to get inside.

  However, once they were on the other side of the doors, the business like atmosphere was gone. They were now in some fantasy world where the people
were dressed up nicer than she had ever seen … at least the ones who were dressed.

  The entire club was apparently clothing optional. There were both men and women in various forms of undress, some were doms and some were subs. All looked like they were having a great time. This made Hadley relax a bit.

  Right after coming in, they were approached by a naked women who was assigned to them personally.

  “My name is Dee and I will be giving you the tour since this is your first time here. We are very happy that you have decided to visit our club. Come this way please.”

  The room they entered into was one big ballroom, but to the side of the room were curtains.

  “Behind each curtain is a different fantasy world. We use curtains as a way of being transparent. Since all is consensual then nobody has anything to hide. There is no need for knocking, just enter,” she said, demonstrating her point by pulling them into one of the rooms.

  Inside there were candles that lit the room and a firm bed in the middle of the floor. There were ropes and wrist bonds hanging from the ceiling and a woman was actually in those bonds.

  She was standing on the bed with her wrists bound above her head. Her Dom was slowly inserting his fingers into her pussy one at a time as they stood there quietly and watched.

  “So, we can just pop in on other people?” she asked still confused.

  “Yes, it’s in the agreement you signed. We’ve never had anyone who objected before, so don’t worry. And no one is free to join without express permission. You can feel free to say no to anyone at any time.”

  Nate looked impressed while Hadley just looked unnerved. “Shall we move on?” Dee suggested and they followed her out the door and completed the tour.

  “And remember,” she said before leaving them, “This is a free play zone. You aren’t confined to a room. Take a look around you. Everyone is happy everywhere.”

  That much was obvious, Hadley thought to herself. She wondered if she would be. She also wondered if Nate would be.

  For a while, they both just walked around together, observing. She wasn’t sure what they were there for. Did he just want her to see what other people did or did he want to participate with her in one of the many rooms.

  “I thought maybe we would have a seat and watch the room for a while. Is that okay with you?” he asked her.

  “Yeah, that sounds like a good idea,” she answered as he led her to a deep leather sofa at the far end of the room where they would have a good view of the entire room.

  As soon as they sat down a waitress appeared with two glasses of champagne. Hadley was surprised at how firm the couch was. It’s depth made it appear to be soft and squishy but it was more like a nice, firm mattress which on second thought, wasn’t too unusual for a place like this.

  There was lots of action going on all around them and soon she could tell that it was taking its toll on Nate. He grabbed her and pulled her into his lap, “for a better view” according to him.

  His already rock hard cock was pressed up against her ass. They were alone on the couch up until then, when a man flopped down hard next to them.

  The man was totally nude and was pulling a female on a chain with him. When he sat down she fell to her knees and started sucking his cock like no one else was there and watching.

  Hadley was sure that this whole situation would make her unbearably uncomfortable, so when she felt horny instead of scared she was pleasantly surprised.

  Her eyes were fixed on the couple, the movement of the girl on his cock. Apparently Nate liked what he saw as well. He pulled the V on the front of her dress to the side and grabbed her breast, pulling at the hard nipple he found.

  She was so into the moment and what the others were doing that her hips had unconsciously begun grinding against Nate. And by the time the man exploded, shooting cum all over his partners face, Nate had all but removed her dress. Now when she stood her top was totally bare and the slinky material hung helplessly at her waist.

  “You want to go explore a bit?” he whispered in her ear.

  “Let’s do,” she answered back in the same low voice.

  He pulled her toward the curtained room that she recalled was for orgy play. She expected a lot of things but not this. When they entered there were already two other couples inside.

  Of course she couldn’t tell who was with who since they switched up partners in this room and she didn’t even try to waste her time with guessing. What would be the point?

  As she watched what the others were doing, Nate was pushing the rest of her dress towards the floor, leaving her fully exposed. He spun her around to face him and before she could speak his mouth was covering hers.

  They stayed in that deep kiss for a minute before she felt him lowering her onto the big community bed. Now they were in the middle of all those other people who were more than pleased to greet them.

  This is it, Nate thought to himself. He didn’t have to look long to see what man to partner Hadley up with. He leaned into her and whispered in her ear.

  “I want you to look to your right. There you will see a man that is staring intently at you while stroking his cock – it is pointed directly at you. When you see him, I want you to call him to us and then I want you to suck his cock, okay?” he said to her.

  This really did surprise her but she was very caught up in the moment and knew that she would do whatever he said even if it was completely out of character for her. The entire experience had made her wet and ready.

  Looking up she crooked her finger towards the man Nate was referring to. She didn’t have to tell him twice. He moved towards them with a huge smile on his face.

  “Can I help you?” he asked, not even looking at Nate.

  “Actually, I can help you. My partner has ordered me to suck your cock. Is that okay?”

  “I think so,” the man said with a laugh. “If it’s an order than it’s an order.”

  He got comfortable, sitting back on his knees as Nate pulled her hair into a ponytail around his hand and pushed her head down on the man’s erection. That was something she really wasn’t expecting but not something unpleasant to her either.

  Nate also sat back on his knees. As she bobbed up and down on the stranger’s dick, he pulled her ass down to his lap and worked his length back and forth over her wet slit.

  He was just about to slide inside of her when they were interrupted but a woman.

  “Excuse me, but it seems like your partner’s mouth is busy. Can I be of any help to you?” she asked Nate.

  Even though Hadley was busy with her order, she managed to hear every word out of the intruder’s mouth.

  “That would be lovely, thank you,” he said to her as he moved Hadley from his lap and went next to the man she was blowing. Then both men were in the same position and were both having their cocks sucked side by side.

  All of a sudden, Hadley wasn’t into her blow job as she had been. She wasn’t sure what was going on, but she did not like the feeling that she was getting as she saw this woman with Nate.

  Fuck it, she thought to herself. It is what it is and I’m going to have the time of my life tonight!

  Shaking any other thoughts and feeling away, she went back to her cock and sucked it as hard as she could, causing the man to groan loudly. Nate caught himself looking towards them and not feeling very happy at his groaning.

  “Hadley,” he called out, “I want you and this nice lady here to play.”

  Hadley had never been sexual with a woman before – something Nate was fully aware of, so she felt a pang of betrayal through her heart. Why would he do this here? Like this for her first time?

  She was almost angry at him! But, she was the one who asked to get into this and she was not going to show any fear, not at this point in the game. So she did as he said after giving her cock one more good draw on the upstroke, making the man groan again.

  That time she saw a slight frown on Nate’s face. She definitely made note of that!

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bsp; Seeing the woman she was to “play” with made her feel better. She worried it would be someone unattractive to her, but that was not the case at all. She could tell that Nate was getting his own private laugh over throwing her in like this so she was not going to let him see fear!

  Instead of introducing herself first, she simply bent her head and sucked in the woman’s large nipples. She felt them in her mouth and decided that she loved how they felt.

  As she sucked at her breast, the woman fell back on the bed to allow her full access to her body. As she went back and forth from tit to tit, her hand found the woman’s cunt and slide two fingers inside of the tight, wet hole.

  By now the woman was grinding her hips against Hadley’s hand. That was all the encouragement Hadley needed. She moved down between her legs and without hesitation, ran her tongue between her swollen lips.

  Had she bothered to look up at Nate, she would have seen his utter shock at her behavior. Then she would have seen the upset in his eyes at what she did next.

  “You,” she said to the other man whose cock she had been sucking, “over her behind me NOW.”

  She had never felt so forcefully powerful in her entire life until that moment when he got behind her in a flash, all at her command.

  “Fuck me,” she told him and he went right in, pounding against her ass with a fury. And as he did, she kept licking and sucking at the woman’s pussy, making her cum in her face.

  She lapped at her free flowing juices and noted that she actually liked the taste of a woman! The thought made her cum next, followed by the man behind her who pulled out and sprayed her back with a warm stream of cum.

  She turned around and pulled him by his waist towards her. The other woman was on her knees and together they licked and sucked at his cock, cleaning off all the cum.

  Without a word they all left each other. Hadley supposed that it made sense since this was a secret little community of people. But where was Nate?

  The whole time she had blacked out, forgetting him in the throes of passion, but where the hell did he go to? She stood up and began looking around frantically. She must have pissed him off! What if he left without her? Shaking that last thought from her head, she set out to look for him.